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Thursday, January 12, 2012 @ 9:38 PM
I think poor oxygent has become my place to go when I'm troubled!! LOLLLL
TODAY was such an 'unproductive' day!! I HAVE SO MUCH hw to do but idk what to do, and when I tried to draw they came out like the crappy shitty 2010 style I used to had.
I think I'm too tired T__T My eyes hurt so badly I mean the skin around my eyes haha, its like after u cry too much that kinda pain. But I didnt cry nothing at all today.
ROAR I shall take a break :D /takes break wooots
490!!
Sunday, January 8, 2012 @ 10:52 PM
10 more to 500!! hahaha
I AM SO PISSED!!!!!!!
I can't believe people suspected me of instigating others.
And here I am feeling so sorry and apologetic towards them at first.
You know what
I HOPE YOU ACTUALLY USE YOUR "INTELLIGENCE" AT A DIFFERENT AREA
and not think of stupid dramas and make everyone's life sucky just like yours
I've become so nuuuumb
@ 10:19 AM
Old song is old, but I really feel like this right now
"Numb"
I'm tired of being what you want me to be Feeling so faithless, lost under the surface Don't know what you're expecting of me Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes (Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow) Every step that I take is another mistake to you (Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow)
[Chorus:] I've become so numb, I can't feel you there Become so tired, so much more aware I'm becoming this, all I want to do Is be more like me and be less like you
Can't you see that you're smothering me, Holding too tightly, afraid to lose control? 'Cause everything that you thought I would be Has fallen apart right in front of you. (Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow) Every step that I take is another mistake to you. (Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow) And every second I waste is more than I can take.
[Chorus:] I've become so numb, I can't feel you there, Become so tired, so much more aware I'm becoming this, all I want to do Is be more like me and be less like you.
And I know I may end up failing too. But I know You were just like me with someone disappointed in you.
[Chorus:] I've become so numb, I can't feel you there, Become so tired, so much more aware. I'm becoming this, all I want to do Is be more like me and be less like you.
[Chorus:] I've become so numb, I can't feel you there. (I'm tired of being what you want me to be) I've become so numb, I can't feel you there. (I'm tired of being what you want me to be)
HAIZ Because of what's happened in school. Sometimes I wonder why some people can't take things easily...At first I felt apologetic about this matter, but now it's plain madness. _|_ LIFE
488 looks weird OoO
Thursday, January 5, 2012 @ 6:16 PM
LOL OoO IS AN EVEN WEIRDER EMOTICON MISS!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Anyway I was so busy emo-ing in the previous post that I forgot to say HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!! WOOTS!! I hope this year will be a happy one u__u well I'm kinda naturally happy so that won't be a prob but I just hope everything we go smoothly. PLEASE, NEW YEAR!! *Bows*
THE F***!!!!!! I'm gonna be damn old!!! And oxygent too hoohohohohoho....You're gonna be 5 this year !!!!!! (OH NO REBELLIOUS STAGE SOON?? OH NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO I FEEEEEEEEEEEL THE PUBERTY CLOUD COMING /zzzzzz it's only 5 WHAT PUBERTY CLOUD???)
And I kinda got the urge to blog again...Darn I'm killing my blog then reviving it again over and over..what the hell am I doing...
If I have a nightmare of oxygent killing me at night, I'm tellin' ya it's karma, KARMA!!!!
-shuts self-
I know its a bad bad bad thing to be jealous but ARGH!!!!!!!! WHY DO PEOPLE WHO STUDY SCIENCES AND MATHS draw better than me ;A; /stops jealousy because it does nothing
So anyway its bad (ALSO) But I feel happy that people post their old works beside their new works and their old works are like SHIET but their new ones are like heaven for the eyes...gives me some glimmer of hope that I may actually improve this much TvT /shoots self
...what improvement did I have these past 3 terms...?? >_>
Haha, enjoyin' my last day of relaxationnnnnnnnn
P.S. I realise I have a weird stupid habit of creating weird emoticons now like OoO In case you're baffled by WHAT THE FRACK IT IS then its " O_O + :O = OoO" Well..I can't do this "OOO" LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!
And other one of writing some words behind the "/" Well, I assume that's my more...Rational self? HAHA /shhhhhhhhh STOP ABUSING THE SLASH
I miss
Wednesday, January 4, 2012 @ 9:09 PM
I miss studying science and maths and geog
Lol
Someone smack me please
I'm supposed to be thinking of "ARTY" stuff but why am I thinking of these things!!!!!!!!!!
):
/urge to do maths questions
...
Well regards to my past self, and yes I promised I will do my school work with full drive and to the max but it seems lately my energy
is being slowly
slowly, and subtly being drained away
But I will not give up! I will continue...
However, sometimes, motiviation alone just do not cut it For things in life, you get some things and you dont And I don't know if I can continue and try to pull things off based on motivation alone...
Hi, I'm Yan Min and welcome to my blog of ramblings wahahahaha...
I love anime n manga but I'm not an otaku
I love to doodle n draw n I hope I can improve
Normally listen to Korean, Japanese n English songs. Mostly SHINee n Anime OP & ED
I like drawing n painting. And hope to learn piano one day. And maybe the violin. And maybe some cool martial art. And maybe some other cool stuff
But in the end. I never bring my ass to learn new things
Cuz. I love to sleep. And loll around...
Some all time favourites of mine include: Katekyo Hitman Reborn, Honey and Clover, Nodame Cantabile, SHINee, Axis Powers Hetalia
My second homes (?): CAPS 1A,2/1,3/3,4/3,5/3,6/3, AHS 1F,2G,3K,4K and now in SP DDA :)
Have you wondered what is the ‘T’ in OxygenT?
If you did, good for you!
If you didn’t, nothing will happen
