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DAFUQ IS WITH LIFE?????
Friday, March 30, 2012 @ 6:47 PM
Last time I have always believed that when hard work is put in, results will come. But not anymore. Life will always fail your expectations. So what if you pour all your heart and your soul? So the saying "with high expectations come great great disappointments" is true.. You know what? _|_ YOU!! People have high expectations because they work hard. And all you give are disappointments. I wonder how many people who have never worked actually do better than those who did. Well, FUCK U LIFE!!! And I'm and NOT sorry for using vulgarities!! Because I'm butt hurt right now. Maybe it looks like I can't handle failure well. Well maybe it's true. I will need a few days to get over this shit...
Day by day, I think I'm living more like a zombie.. I'm living for the sake of living, not for anything else. There's no goal, no promises, nothing for me to be hyped up about... It's like I'm not living for myself... What are passions? What are goals? All of this shit, screwed up my life so bad.. You know what, I threw all of my goals and passions away already, and is studying for the sake of getting the hell of poly.. Young ladies and gentlemen with a brighter future than me, please do not make the same mistakes as I did.
Life is such a living hell, but oh well, I signed this up myself. Probably the worst mistake of my life. I want to get my youth back......
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@ 10:07 AM
omg.. I wanna cry... Ok I'm crying already... How the hell did my 3DF get B+ ? Or rather, how did I see my results wrongly for the 1st time!! Impossible!!! I got A for CA1 and CA2?? Unless I screwed up my CA3 badly? DAFUQ?? Instead I got A for TANI... Well I'm supposed to be happy.. but I rather I got A for 3DF and B+ for TANI.. (because I thought all along my TANI will get B+ so I didn't expect much) I wanna bang my head on the wall already.. Ok the number (GPA) didn't change, means I really saw my results wrongly for the first time on 20th march... But I had high expectations for 3DF!! And I wanted to choose the character creation modules which uses more 3D.. But idk anymore.. tsk.. Maybe as the rest said since they won't do animation (I SERIOUSLY WON'T) when they leave poly...Maybe I should just choose the easier route
As an animation student I shouldn't be hating what I'm doing but...damn it all...
bleeeeeh
Wednesday, March 28, 2012 @ 6:17 PM
There's only 2wks + of holiday left, and I got this feeling that's stuck in my head that I haven't accomplished something that I really wanna do...I can't think what it is though. Perhaps it's because I want to learn a song on the keyboard but I have no chance to... But I don't think it's entirely because of that.. Haha hope I remember what it is before it's too late for me to do anything ^^
What's the name of the anime I watched again???
Monday, March 26, 2012 @ 5:19 PM
HAHAH!! I'm playing a joke on the anime's title "AnoHana". If you know the full title (and the translation of it you'll get it.) Anyway, I've started watching it ytd night and finished it this moring. Well it's only 11 eps long. But a very, very good 11 eps. I feel like watching it all over again ^^ It's a great anime. I think the story is just nice, not too long and not too short. Hehes. It's great how they potray all the main characters so deeply and the audience can actually FEEL for them in just a mere 11 eps. Heck, it's a really awesome anime, and if you dislike long stuffs, I really recommend it to you. I love the op and ed songs too ^^ Unless you hate slice of life stories. hahaha
It's a mirrored opening, but due to copyright stuffs on YT it's almost impossible to find a non-mirrored one. I love the beginning hehes.
EDIT: Posted the ed too cuz it's really, really beautiful!! Lovely song ^^
Yay for nice non-draggy slice of life stories!! ~~ I wondered how much draggy trash I've watched in the past. GOSH GIVE MY TIME BACK!!!!
Sighs... I miss this anime already..REWATCH TIME!!!!!!!!!
And I'm so jellyyyyyyyyy if only such beautiful friendships occured in real life!! Or at least in Singapore T_T We're too busy and caught up in school that it's impossible. I don't want to rant how life sucks again hahahaha so I'll stop my post here ^o^
I wanna draw some AnoHana fanart now HAHA!!! Anyway I've decided not to post my drawings here anymore because OxygenT complained to me about it (LOL STUPID EXCUSE!!!!) So I've decided to post them on my flickr here :)
More daily doodles
Wednesday, March 21, 2012 @ 12:20 AM
Short post :) Out of shapes again but lazy to chg .__. ahahaha
Labby!! :D~~ (Labrador 07-Ghost)
Pfffft my wild hunter...sorry the eyes diff shape ah.. =x
Dolphin!! :D I asked Wennie to suggest me to draw smth and she suggested dolphin!! HAHA!! Ref here
BUT!!! ROARR!!!! I know I've ranted about this topic COUNTLESS times over and over, again and again, but I REALLY, REALLY, REALLY HATE it when my mom says that I cannot draw. *BREATHES IN AND OUT 10 TIMES*
I should get used to this instead of killing my own cells all the time.
Damn.
*Slaps self*
Nothing to do at home...I wanna go out =( And I wanna learn to play Hitomi no Kotae (just the simple tune) on the keyboard :(
Didn't want to post on dA cuz too shitty already And I also kinda sian of dA liao hahahah
Don't hotlink, don't steal, don't make into icons, banners blablabla cuz if u kena chop into pieces idk LOL tyty :D
sai photobucket go reverse the image orders -.- Ok la they also all mixed up LOL
No fan-art, all are my ocs (Original characters)
PLEASE DON'T MIND ALL THE WRONG PROPORTIONS /shot WAHAHAHA Face slanted ah, this slant that slant too short too long out of shape blehhhhh hand anyhow draw too small too big bdgjdfgjldlgsdjflak..ok I know..I'll try to fix all these stuff get better aahhahaah
Jun~~ POUT
Lara :D
Err, this oc is from a meme. 15 years old boy named Erik Nocera. And the title is "Straddling a fuzzy rabbit" WTFFFFFFFF
Failed 3-point perspective (from top) ARGH HAHAHA
eeeek their faces like shit
SO MANY YUU AND JUN!!!!!!!!!!!11 And they are not gay
I failed trying to draw Lyon sitting proudly on a chair lul
Lloyddddd
Uhh..Idk who. hahahahah Ballpoint pen on some small paper (I erased MAJOR mistakes on photoshop)
HAHAHA RANDOM JUN....Just scribbled down random attributes
Alot Yuu and Jun...
I CAN'T DRAW PEOPLE CARRYING 5 YEAR OLDS TO SAVE MAHHHHHH LIFE -.-
MORE Yuu + Jun :D
Ok la :D TY FOR LOOKING AT MY SHITS TYTYTY
EDIT!!!!! I decided to create a "drawing" label for posts that only have drawings, wheeeee
Actually I have a blog for my "drawing" life but screw that....cuz I only can maintain one blog lol...I WILL NEVER CHEAT ON YOU, OXYGENT!!! >w< (LOL DAFUQ) This is a good-bad thing tho..OMG BE PREPARED FOR THE DRAWING SPAMS!!!
Why holidays also must think of school stuff?? .___. I mean...yes...gotta revise and stuff but HAIZZZZZZ Whyyyy...I feel so stressed during my holidays already...AISEHHHHHHHH
*Crawls under the table and draws circles* (Ok I'm not actually gonna do that hahahaha)
Why never say my best friends are what colour. Hahahaha
Lol rubbish post
Thursday, March 15, 2012 @ 11:12 PM
Let me take a deeeeeeeeep breath...
OH GOD DAMN IT WHY OTL OTL I FAILED LIKE SO MANY SBs IN MAPLESTORY...SO FAR ESTIMATED AROUND 53MILLION MESOS JUST FLEW DOWN THE DRAIN...DAMN WHY ARE WILD HUNTER'S SKILLBOOKS SO EXPENSIVE T_T
Ok end of rant hahahah
And this is my failure of a character...LOLOL
Cute mustache!! :D~~
Oh and I've been drawing these few days...scanned and saw so many mistakes -.- Correcting/redo-ing them..maybe I'll scan and post it in OxygenT cuz I think putting sketches in dA very weird :O
Random~~
Tuesday, March 13, 2012 @ 11:18 PM
Was reading through 07-ghost and deciding which volumes to buy...saw this. Capella!! So cute. Hahaha. I think 07-ghost tells people alot not to give up. Which is what I really need...
I kept regretting this and that whenever I feel stressed, but there's no way I can reverse time. So I'll just have to suck it up and continue. >w<||
500th post for OxygenT's 5th birthday!!!
Sunday, March 11, 2012 @ 7:51 PM
YAAAAAAAAAY!!!!!!!! I remembered OxygenT's birthday!! HAPPY 5TH BIRTHDAY, OXYGENT!! I can't believe I'm celebrating my blog's birthday :P That's kinda sad and weird in many ways hehes.
Thank you my shitty blog for listening to all my complaints, happy stuff, fangirl posts about some awesome anime/manga or some singer and much much more!!! You are the BEST LISTENER EVER!!!! (No sarcasm intended) AND YOU BETTER THANK ME FOR KEEPING YOU ALIVE FOR FIVE WHOLE YEARS!!!!!! WAHAHAHA SO THEREFORE, I present to you AN INTERNET CAKE!! WHEEEEEEE :D
Side note: You're really tall for a five year old kiddo. Tsk.
And this is how you looked like when you were "born"!! Look at how much you've chaaaaaaaaaaaaanged!! :D:D
P.S. Now, please don't look at me as if I'm crazy. Hahahahhaa P.S.S. "thecym.dA" is my siggy when I post something I drew online. Visit my dA here!! XD Don't faint from all the crap hor. P.S.S.S. I love 07-ghost!!!! And stupid mangafox has taken it down!! SOOOOO SAD :( Tempted to buy the manga...hohoho
EDIT: When I posted this I had a crazy stupid idea and just doodled it WAHAHAHA :P
Weird dream...
Saturday, March 3, 2012 @ 10:43 AM
Short post haha.
So I woke up feeling REALLY REALLY WEIRD. I dreamt of this fish that really liked me, and kept following me (in my room). I grabbed the fish and the fish will keep looking at me no matter where I turned it to. (Means I looking at the fish tail, then the fish eyes will turn back and look at me). I couldn't take this "stalker fish" anymore then I ran to the living room and grabbed a loooong piece of scotch tape. Then I prompty taped the fish to the wall. But the story isn't over!! The fish started crying tears and BUBBLES!! O__O the hell???
It was an orange fish with dark eyes. Quite big, bigger than my hand. But it's not long. (Idk how else to describe, but it looks like a luo han fish without the bump on the head and it's purely, quite bright kind of orange with no patterns. Short fins and tail.)
Hi, I'm Yan Min and welcome to my blog of ramblings wahahahaha...
I love anime n manga but I'm not an otaku
I love to doodle n draw n I hope I can improve
Normally listen to Korean, Japanese n English songs. Mostly SHINee n Anime OP & ED
I like drawing n painting. And hope to learn piano one day. And maybe the violin. And maybe some cool martial art. And maybe some other cool stuff
But in the end. I never bring my ass to learn new things
Cuz. I love to sleep. And loll around...
Some all time favourites of mine include: Katekyo Hitman Reborn, Honey and Clover, Nodame Cantabile, SHINee, Axis Powers Hetalia
My second homes (?): CAPS 1A,2/1,3/3,4/3,5/3,6/3, AHS 1F,2G,3K,4K and now in SP DDA :)
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