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Thursday, February 28, 2013 @ 3:53 AM
why
whyhyyyy
my heart feels tired n heavy
ppl stressed i not stressed meh
just because i am more carefree doesnt mean i dun give a shit
i hate life
i hate all
_|_!!!!
WO BU YAO LE OKAY
I DUN WANT TO LISTEN ANYMORE
SINCE NO ONE LISTENS TO ME
_|_ ALL!!!
i hate myself
Monday, February 18, 2013 @ 12:03 AM
I so fed up with myself
i had enough
and the worst thing is
no one wanna listen to me
no one
no one....................................................
够了hor
Wednesday, February 13, 2013 @ 4:16 AM
oi, gou le hor
buay song just tell me
stop scolding me online
1 more time n i gg confront
cuz
gou le
sch work already enough
still got this little runt running free n easy doing whatever they want
enough is enough okay
u think u diam i diam no one know anything isit
小姐, when u post on internet, everyone can see
so dun blame me for looking
cuz there are eyes everywhere on the net
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i sleep later n later
take care self
must take care of body okayyyy ~~~
Hey friendsssssssssss
@ 12:19 AM
I have no more heart for empathy
when my mind and life is in a mess right now
Everyone's like this right
when i complain, complain comes back
and end up I have to empathise with them
what about me
why no one emphatise with me
cuz more pitiful? more in a mess?
i understand that only we understand
and if no complain, will explode
but u can say
i wont say back
cuz u also wont say back
when i say
so i say for what
u are weary, i am too
not only u
okayyyyyyyyyyyyyy
i am so tired
i have no more energy to share for the others
so what if i'm not nice
not nice lo
the nice ppl always lose anyway
so nice for what
that is what i learnt in life
if u are nice ppl will rmb u
only cuz u slaved for them
well...for what?
in the end who win? who lose?
also dunno right
work hard for other ppl.. work harder for yourself
because one day you'll realise
the other ppl
wont rmb u, but only rmb u when they need your help
for what? their dog meh? no what.
so help. but only when it's necessary.
try to be nice or not, humans are but only human.
humans can never be perfect
so dun need to try to be perfect
will only wear yourself out
and wearing yourself out wont make u more perfect
so why? why??? why u wanna do this?
u tell me? u also dunno
cuz u just want to be perfect
nice to ppl, ppl also will pick the bad points
true, there are lesser
but good also say, bad also say
as long not bad enough to ruin your life
as long you're not a friggin asshole
is okay
because
sometimes humans need a little bit of evil in them to defend themselves
i know i am not nice
alot ppl dun like me
i am sorry
but i wont change because
i also dun like u all. i dun like this world.
there are too many humans in this world
some shld be killed off
however, i as a human
dun want to be killed off because humans
are selfish. only think for themselves.
keep saying, die die die, want to die ah
but still scared of dying
why leh? why like this? i hate myself as a human too
ppl always say "if only the world was a better place"
the world was being good
the world was being nice
but humans destroyed everything
humans trampled on the world
and the world turned on us.
sad right.
very very sad
i so sad
u sad
everyone sad.
CNY
Monday, February 11, 2013 @ 12:04 AM
I love chinese new year... everytime its over i feel sad to the point of crying
I also dunno why
I hope everyone can celebrate cny like this forever n ever
but i know it wont happen
and that's why i'm crying.. I'm so sad... :'(
And every year the end is getting nearer and nearer
I dont know what to do when that day comes
Tears are already coming out like waterfall even tho it isnt the end yet
myyy
Thursday, February 7, 2013 @ 3:41 AM
heart is so tired
why everyone work so hard
make me so stressed
pls why why
whyyyyyy
why i dun feel like doing my work
why
whyyhyyhyhyh
WHY LIKE THAT
FUCK JUST FUCKING DO MY WORK LA
I AM SO ANGRY WITH MYSELF
THE FUCK AM I DOING, JUST GET THE FUCK TO WORK
GOD DAMN IT
WHY LIKE THIS
WHY U MAKE ME LIKE THIS
WHY DON'T YOU FUCKING WORK
WORK GOD DAMN IT
JUST WORK
JUST GO AND WORK DAMMITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT...........................
too little complain too little then when got abit more complain too much
whut u all humans wan
i also dunno
cuz i also human
humans are so full of shit, i feel ashamed being one myself
why wan a mask so thick all the time
not tired? sosososoo tiring
i dont deny i wear a mask too cuz i am human
being human is a very convenient excuse for being shitty eh
hahahaha
some things are better meant to diam diam
but
why complain other ppl always like this, always like that
diam diam how ppl know u song anot
let me tell u all this fictional storeeee
Mai name is russsa. I hate this classmate, rinrin in my class cuz i hate her face
i hate her face alot but i never tell her n never show hints cuz i dw her to hate me
but that fkface keep coming to me and talk
fk why she keep coming i hate her face
fk go away laaaaaaaa si fk face
Hi, I'm Yan Min and welcome to my blog of ramblings wahahahaha...
I love anime n manga but I'm not an otaku
I love to doodle n draw n I hope I can improve
Normally listen to Korean, Japanese n English songs. Mostly SHINee n Anime OP & ED
I like drawing n painting. And hope to learn piano one day. And maybe the violin. And maybe some cool martial art. And maybe some other cool stuff
But in the end. I never bring my ass to learn new things
Cuz. I love to sleep. And loll around...
Some all time favourites of mine include: Katekyo Hitman Reborn, Honey and Clover, Nodame Cantabile, SHINee, Axis Powers Hetalia
My second homes (?): CAPS 1A,2/1,3/3,4/3,5/3,6/3, AHS 1F,2G,3K,4K and now in SP DDA :)
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