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Sunday, September 21, 2014 @ 12:17 AM
I don't need many friends, I don't need to be popular.
But no one listens to me.
I try not to be too annoying and a nuisance to people,
so people don't hate me, and will continue to talk to me.
However, it seems like many people, despite being annoying,
has loads of friends?
How does this world function? Does being a complete asshole give you more friends?
But being an asshole, it's not a natural thing for me to do.
I don't want to be an asshole just to get some friends.
I just want somebody to listen to me.
No one EVER will want to listen to my pointless ramblings.
It may be totally pointless to them, but it is not for me.
To me, the things I want to say so badly are hitting the top of my head.
But there is nowhere to spill it,
and thus,
the pressure builds...
At home, or outside,
where are my 'family'?
where are my 'friends'?
Is there no one in this world, that would just listen to me
for perhaps just half an hour,
15 minutes,
5 minutes,
or even just a second?
My existance on this earth, feels like such a nuisance.
No one values my existance, it seems.
The only reason why I'm living now, it's cause
I'm selfishly, desperatly, trying to struggle to survive for myself.
And my fear of disappearing from this earth.
I don't need many friends, I don't need to be popular.
I just want someone to listen to me.
Hi, I'm Yan Min and welcome to my blog of ramblings wahahahaha...
I love anime n manga but I'm not an otaku
I love to doodle n draw n I hope I can improve
Normally listen to Korean, Japanese n English songs. Mostly SHINee n Anime OP & ED
I like drawing n painting. And hope to learn piano one day. And maybe the violin. And maybe some cool martial art. And maybe some other cool stuff
But in the end. I never bring my ass to learn new things
Cuz. I love to sleep. And loll around...
Some all time favourites of mine include: Katekyo Hitman Reborn, Honey and Clover, Nodame Cantabile, SHINee, Axis Powers Hetalia
My second homes (?): CAPS 1A,2/1,3/3,4/3,5/3,6/3, AHS 1F,2G,3K,4K and now in SP DDA :)
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