Lol sorry oxygent
Tuesday, August 14, 2012 @ 12:56 AM
Recently, if I don't blog, I think my head will blow up into little fragments of overflowing emotions. Today, I feel irritated with myself. I'm bad at animation, and I'm stuck at a part I don't know how to do. And I've been stuck here for 2 days. Roar!!!!!!! And also, during times like these, I get dishearterned and easily distracted. Recently I started to read 'Dengeki Daisy' (SHIT!!!!!!!!! I'M NOT SUPPOSED TO READ MANGA NOW, DUMBASS!!!) And thus. Lol. But now, I'm exercising extreme self control. I'm like giving myself this 'reward' system where if I finish this STUPID RUNNING PART, and finish my crazy 500 word report on some artist (waste of time, stupid), I'll read 1 or 2 chapters of Dengeki Daisy, then sleep. :D Or else, I'll just sleep.
So I shall say my plans out aloud here so I'll actually carry them out lol. Since tmr I'll be crunching at home, I'll finish part 3 of my animation. :D And if there is enough time. My weight painting, to finish the jacket. And model the teeth. Wed then I ask friends how to do the later parts :D So there, oxygent, this is my glorious plan, which I hope I can complete at least up to the jacket weight painting.
Well, I'm in a good mood now, so my words above are kinda filled with optimism. Wait till later, and see what happens!!!
And I'm ranting so much to oxygent. It's weird, but I have thought of OxygenT as a 'living' thing. (See my posts celebrating it's birthday and stuffs LOL!!!) Oxygent is such a great listener, isn't he? Actually I never thought of it's gender, but I assume is more male than female (dafuq am I talking about lololol)
So onward self, just 1wk + more of hell, and heaven will be yours to fly in (temporary) Sounds wrong lolz. I've planned of what to read already, awesome! Only 2 so far, which is Magi and Dengeki Daisy. Definitely more to come in the future. As for anime...perhaps only chasing after Kuroko no basket once per wk for now. I don't know if I wanna watch sword art online or other anime, as I have stated, anime nowadays.. -.-
Time to end this post and continue MAYA-ing
Haha, and I just said previously I wasn't gonna lament
Monday, August 13, 2012 @ 12:36 AM
Well, what can I say. Humans suck? They say this at one moment then that happens. I really hate it. Yesterday I was all in this "OMG I R GONNA FINISH MY HW EVEN IF I DON'T FEEL LIKE IT" kinda mood. But today, me and my body feels like a piece of fluff, just floating around, randomly hitting some keys on the keyboard... doing abit of work to make myself feel better, but u know what? I'm super duper uber irritated with myself right now, because I haven't done as much as I want to. My swollen face is distracting, the weather is bloody hot, and most of all ME, MYSELF doesn't feel like doing anything. Sometimes I wish I can give myself a slap in the face, then I will be like "Yes, I will do my homework." No matter how much I try to do my homework, and do something homework related, I had ended up wasting my time staring at the screen, doing nothing. Is this what I call a slump? Idk haha, But I AM SUPER distracted by stuff right now. This sucks, always happen during crunch time. I hate crunch times like these, and my body isn't being obedient. I feel like splitting my own head open right now. urghhhhh
And I was supposed to write a frickin' drawing report on some Life drawing artist, but I can't seem to squeeze out 500 words. Jeez, this blog post isn't even 500 words, and I feel that it's bloody long already. Sighs... LE SIGHS
Now time to continue to drag my own ass to do my hw, 2 wks later, and I'll be a free woman (temporarily). It's okay self, today isn't a good day? Tmr will be better. Just stay motivated... and SLACK FOR TODAY!!!!!!!! Since there is no turning back anyways, lol. Be happy for a day and crunch for the next week. But is that possible? Hmmm...
A piece of me is gone!!!!!
Sunday, August 12, 2012 @ 12:23 AM
Well, yesterday. I got my second wisdom tooth plucked out. WISDOM my ASS LOL! They're stupid teeth that grow unnecessarily and cause pain and agony to others... well a few days of suffering, but I guess I don't have to be tortured by this tiny little thing for the rest of my life. Even though you're a pain (literally), it still feels kinda sad, that a part of me is being pulled out for 600 bucks flat. You little money sucking bastard lol. I will keep you, so you rmb!!!!!!! wahahahahaha
That aside, it's CRUNCH TIME!!! Jiayou my friends, and me. Lol. Left the most intensive modules, 3DAF and the ever so ma fan MTR. I will NOT distract myself from stuff like erm, manga and anime. woo hoo! Ao Haru Ride for the win. KUROKO NO BASUKE TOO. Kurobas is nice, if you want to see some hot guys. Not for basketball though, if u wanna do so please look at other basketball anime.
Roaroroar i wanna draw my own characters and maybe do little comic strips and do a drawing diary :D But u see hor, once holiday comes, I become like a sack of dust, lying around, rotting away... So I have kept a little list of things to do, hopefully I can do them. Like modelling Charlie (my character created for FDA) and some monster hunter or ff cool shiz. And drown myself in FF games. I gotta complete Crisis Core 1st, I'm dying at like the second stage already, PLEASE SELF, PLEASE IMPROVE IN RPGs, PRONTO!!!
And reading a bunch of manga :D and watching anime. But seriously, anime these days... urgh, boobies, and boobies, or gay shit, well, too much fanservice. That's...sad. Makes storylines seem so shallow at times.
And of course, drawinggggggg. I'm doing this field, I can't escape from drawing, even if I hated it. Damn... sad eh. Once u do something as study or career, it seems... less fun. Cuz u don't get to do what u want, but life's like this, so yeah. I am not gonna lament like what I did in the past because I don't feel like it anymore lol! But just gonna spend my time on homework (and slacking, of course). LOL! SELFFFFFF DOOOOO WORKKKKKK LAAAAAHHHHHHHH
pffffffft
Thursday, July 26, 2012 @ 8:45 PM
Lol, I deleted my previous post cuz I was too stressed by my schoolwork and it made no sense haha. So I decided to delete it. I thought only sch stuff will piss me off, but looks like there are shit that do nothing but produce even more shit and that's pissing me off. So full of shit, does nothing but shit. Even if shit tries to conceal itself with perfume and makeup or wear a mask, it's still shit, and full of shit. Nothing but shit inside shit. And does nothing but spread shit around, making everywhere smelly. Please stop feeding people with your constant shitting from out of your mouth. And stop acting like some high class shit like cat shit coffee or something, because I'm sorry, shit's still shit, even IF it's high class. The earth is polluted enough, we need less of shit to exist in this world.
I feel so sorry, there's nothing nice to post on OxygenT recently, but what can I say? I don't have much happy stuff to post about nowadays >.<
my outlook in life is right in the gutters right now
Thursday, July 5, 2012 @ 9:49 PM
So I work like a god damn dog right now.. okay and i'm gonna die of some weird disease next time. what's the use... -.-|| my family all got high blood pressure, and everyday i just spam homework non stop... da fuq... T_T
lol
Sunday, July 1, 2012 @ 1:53 PM
Well, I dislike yaoi. In fact, I can't stand seeing just 1 yaoi pic. And to be honest, I'm sick of all fandoms slashing all the characters in any way they could. And yes, I'm a girl. So do I read yaoi? No. Do I bash all the yaoi pics? No. I just scroll through pictures, and if I saw yaoi, i'll just pretend it's some dumb luck of mine. I don't like yaoi, but please stop bashing on other people's preferences. Well how about I come and say that your favourite yuri series suck, it should not be produced, go and die for watching yuri. Do you like that? Do YOU like that? And no, I don't watch yuri too. I don't watch what I don't like. Simple enough. Why do people like to scold and complain about something they don't like. Well, others like it though. Can you judge them? No. I got a good friend who is a rabid yaoi fangirl. Do I hate her just because of that? No. Unless she floods me gay pics everyday but she doesn't, cuz she respects my choices. I had enough of seeing all of these comments, so I should stop reading them too and just take them with a pinch of salt ^^
This comment came cuz at the end of every Kuroko's basketball episode, there would be a gay-ish pic. Honestly , I don't really like. Urghhhh fanservice for the yaois lol. I tell u if their coach was a guy i wouldn't have watched this series lol. But bitch please, if it were 2 hot anime girls at the end i bet half the people who complain non stop will shut the fk up. Anyway if this story became gay I would quit. end of story :D
But ok, just a little rant of mine: URGHHHHHH WHY DOES ALMOST EVERYTHING THAT TARGET GIRLS (besides shoujo) GOT TO BE GAY or bl undertones or whatever!!!!!!!!! Shitty sia... shit shit shittttttttttttttttttttt shit shit shit shit shit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
rar
Tuesday, June 26, 2012 @ 10:21 PM
omg 2 days after school start, there's no fatal error in maya but myself. 1st day of sch tio minor diarrhea and stomach ache then today (2nd day) idk where pain lolz. I think I wun choose animation evereeee cuz i feel like dying doing diz 3daf shiz now. :D~~
As for Tsuritama, dafuq? Thought gt 11 ep? END UP GOT 12. HARU PLZ I HOPE NTH HAPPEN TO YOU. And Coco ;_; and damn jfx just show yer face!!!!! And maybe they'll show haru's fish form. okay maybe i shouldn't anticipate too much. kayz time to continue some 3daf shit and other shits too. maybe too much shiz falling on me that's why i stomachache. damn
I want to read Kimi to Boku haha. the art ain't so good, but I heard the story's great. Maybe this way ppl will focus on the story and not just stare at hot gaiz or smth. Hehes
Recently I joined drawr :D I know it's, it's kinda slow... but I like tegaki (online drawing board) now. Love love love tegaki cuz u can anyhow sketchy sketchy and it still looks great. Of course there are people who do stunning detailed work on tegaki. But I ain't have dat kind of patience.
ok I know i've said this for like the 2nd time but time to continue my 3daf shiz, then finish my DLR shiz (ok mental ray was being a TOTAL BITCH to me, i do until so happy got some shitty white particles appear when I batch rendered the passes like 1 whole bloody day) . Kay enough of the rantings and time to do some work. Tmr hafta do MTR model sheet and FDA shiz. Sigh.
I DON'T KNOW WHY I'M DOING ALL OF DIZ RIGHT NAO LULZ.
/shoots 16 years old self
/revives to do hw
/laughs at life
/lulz back to reality miss
Holidays
Thursday, June 21, 2012 @ 9:02 PM
Well, normal. Shitty internet tho lol. But otherwise, enough rest. Not enough time to do whatever I want tho haha. I needa do my modelling but sighs I don't feel like doing it cuz I'm crazy over a manga series I have just finished...(You can skip the next para if you're not interested in manga lol)
And it's called 'Strobe Edge'. This is one awesome, awesome shoujo series. It's like the BEST so far I have read (for shoujo but take note i dun read much manga overall). It's real awesome. The beginning wasn't splendid, but if u read on, Holy shit, omg omgomg u wont regret. It's funny (mostly at the front, back becomes abit dramatic but diz is slice of life shoujo)The main gal is super super cute! (And I can totally relate to her height LOL!!) Well, and she's soooooo cute!!! (But sometimes the author draws her too young, make her look like the main guy's younger sis, lolz) She's considerate too. I love her so much, I want to jump into the manga and give her a big, big hug. (Lmao, I just realised I said she was cute twice.) As for the main guy. WHAT CAN I SAY. He's frickin' hot lol. Hot bishounen guys everywhere in this manga btw. LOLZ. At the beginning, I kinda loathed the fact that he was popular. Mangaka-sensei could have done away with that, lol. At first he had a gal. I love his ex-gal too. She's not the bitchy type. Which was why at first I was like, MAIN GAL, LEAVE DAT COUPLE ALONE, YOU DON'T GO FOR ATTACHED GUYS DAMN IT. But they didnt work out la TTATT Cuz the ex-gal was older, and well it's a long story. if u wanna know more go read it. Alright, now about the rival (guy). So, so much heartache for him. Well, what can I say. Soooo much heartache for him. At first I waz rooting for him n main gal, (but I really love main guy too). I really like Rival-kun Lol. Heartache for him cuz main gal didn't even like him for a split second. Which what makes the main gal good too cuz she's not greedy and wants to have both guys or smth lol You gotta read this manga. If you forgot the title lol, it's called "Strobe Edge". Ending's so dramatic but awesome hohooo DAT TRAIN SCENE! OMG! (Well, bursting my bubbles, if dat happened irl at mrt station i will really go 'dafuq' lulz)
So, besides manga, I.. play maple.. Reached the 150 mark. LOL! I sound like a mapletard... well, wtv. And doing hw.. went out once, went back to sch a couple of times. What can I say about my life, it's basically.. life. nth much to talk about lol, cept dat i better go do my hw soon lulz
Anyways TSURITAMA LAST EP!!!!!!! OMG. AYUMI IF U DAI I WILL KILL YA THRU AND THRU. And JFX SHOW YOUR FACE !!!! I HOPE THE ENDING IS A GUD ONE!!!! XDXDXDDDDD
MAYA
Tuesday, May 29, 2012 @ 12:02 AM
I HATE MAYA!!!!!!!! I REALLY DO HATE MAYA!!!!!! urgh... Causing me loads of trouble since the 2012 version. Maybe I should go burn the autodesk sleeves that I got in hk from the event now... Damn it, causing me so much distress. I shall go wash my face and fix all the shitty problems. Maya is the first non-living thing to cause such intensity of hatred for me. But well, then again, cher said Maya's a 'living' program. Well, indeed. It lives to troll people. I think next wk on I have more pleasant things to post haha.. Maybe...
I realise
Sunday, May 20, 2012 @ 11:34 AM
that I can actually hate things which such intensity. Makes my blood boil and all. I know it's partly my fault that I actually come to hate something, but I can't help but push all blame to the thing I hate. And makes me wanna curse and swear at it. DAFUQ!!!!! WHY WHY WHY WHYWHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYwsflsdhflsdhlskd;fhafhlsdhdshhdsfjasasjffasjsdjkfdjsdjxvhcbvxvbouisdfhgsdjkfgbdslkfjbsfbajkdfskdfa FK IT ALL!! CURSES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'M SO BLOODY FRUSTRATED RIGHT NOW THAT I COULD DESTROY MY KEYBOARD IF I WANTED TO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!111111
QWHY WASN'T I FKING INFORMED BEFORE I FINISHED EVERY FUCKING THING ALREADY!!!!!!!! FUCK!!!!!! SOME FUCKING THINGS JUST ANNOY THE FUCK OUT OF ME!
Sorry. Don't mind this rant post.
/chills
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