Left and Right
Tuesday, October 30, 2012 @ 10:36 PM
Hi, I am Right Ear Piece (aka Righty). Today, I am going to blog on behalf of my half-assed owner.
Left Ear Piece (Lefty) and I are best buddies. We always work together, and work hard to sing wonderful songs for our owner to listen. We sing every song - You name it, we sing it. My owner listens to a variety of songs. Mainly Japanese Anime songs, Korean songs, English songs, and rarely Chinese songs. She loves listening to instrumental and piano pieces too. We work out asses off everyday to make our owner happy.
Today, my owner boarded the train to go home. The moment she sat down, she fell asleep, despite us singing. I guess I'm kind of used to the abuse our owner is giving us - tangling and coiling us up in some black ugly wire them stuff us in a small pouch, sometimes throwing us around, and even dropping us. I could feel that Lefty got kind of depressed but he's still doing his job well. Anyways, our owner fell asleep. We continued singing and singing many songs for 45 flat minutes.
Then, our owner reached her stop to alight. I guess it's karma or something, but her bag strap got stuck in between 2 mrt seats! I was laughing my ass off, it was so funny. Our owner's friends always call her sadistic, but sometimes she denies, saying that she's evil instead of sadistic. I don't think that's any better. But our owner has her fair share of kindness at times. There was a couple on board that time, and the guy kindly helped her pull the strap off. She thanked them and ran out of the train, scared that it would depart.
Well the main story comes here. Lefty was past its point of limit, I guess. Just now when our owner was yanking the strap off the seat, we got shaken loose from her ears and we were grabbing onto them with all our might. When the owner ran out, Lefty snapped. It decided to commit suicide. Lefty jumped. I made a hasty decision at that time. I was being a scumbag for not saving my friend, but decided to die with him. And it's not some touching and pure "You die, I die" kind of thing. I was being selfish. At that point of time, I was thinking, if Lefty died, I would lost my purpose as the 'Right' and our owner would want me anymore, and threw me away with the corpse of Lefty. I didn't want that. I rather die with Lefty. So I decided to jump, bye everyone, bye world, bye owner and bye my dearest Lefty.
But now you think, how the hell did I type and say this story if I'm dead? I wish I was dead, but I wasn't. Lefty died. He broke into 2 pieces. Our owner desperately tried to find Lefty's other half body. I felt extremely bad at that time. If I didn't jump, I would have saved Lefty. And saved our owner from grief. Our owner picked up Lefty's half corpose, and put us in her pouch, which she always did.
In the pouch, I felt super guilty. I really, really hoped that Lefty would be alive. I didn't want to be left alone. I was a selfish prick. But Left and Right are meant to come in pairs. It almost wouldn't work, and in my case, won't work at all with just one of us. I was so sorry. For the whole time, I wished to go back to the good old days, where Lefty and I worked together for our owner.
Our owner decided to give Lefty a chance, and placed Lefty's 2 parts together. Lefty sang! I was so happy, I almost cried tears of joy. However, Lefty couldn't stay together, and so our owner's mother stuck him together with some super glue. Lefty looked as good as new! But inside, it was somewhat paralysed, and never was the same. He couldn't sang with such vibrance anymore. His singing was softer than mine, and could never catch up to mine. I felt sorry for Lefty but I'm glad he's alive. Although now our owner is gonna abandon us at some corner, I feel happy, still living together with Lefty as "Left and Right". =)
Randoseru
Thursday, October 11, 2012 @ 2:50 AM
Ok so the weird weird me now puts something in my "near-impossible-to-get-lifelong-wishlist". And it's none other than the... RANDOSERU!!! It's so cute wahahaha it's for primary sch kids in Japan, and it's damn pricey... like $300 to even $1000? Dafuq? Kids carrying $1000 bag? Hell, when I bought a $10 bag back then, I got scolded. Hahahahaha but it's compulsory and last for six years. Cool.
I think a midget like me shld be able to fit in this cute bag. When I grow up and actually earn bucks, and have the chance to go to nihon, I think I will get this bag (that fits A4 stuff) Lol maybe few years later i dunwan liao, but that's what my 18 year old self wants, so future self, READ THIS! Don't go for those common branded bags!!! Go for RANDOSERU! HAHAHAHAHA WHAT THE HELL...
I like the dark brown ones ^^ they're really lovely ^^
So yeah. I hope I can own one of these next time when i got the $$$ and the chance to get them ^^ Tap tap, older self, I hope u earn enough money to buy figurines (omg I really want Gintama ones now) and a randoseru and enough to eat and live LOL *cries*
Image from here
ARGHHH
Tuesday, October 9, 2012 @ 1:45 PM
I HATE IT how when I complain or just merely talk about how hard studying animation/modelling is, people will tell me how much harder whatever stuff (eg XYZ) they're studying is. Bitch please, I know nothing is ever easy. The problem is I HAVE NEVER ONCE SAID THAT XYZ WAS EASIER AND I WAS NEVER COMPARING! WHY DOES EVERYONE THINK I'M
COMPARING! I SAID IT WAS HARD, NOT HARDER, BASTARDS!!! GO RELEARN YOUR COMPARATIVES DAMN IT!! If I'm the one complaing, then u shut the fuck up and just listen to what I have to say... how do u like it when u are bitching about your XYZ then i bitch back at u about modelling, and not giving a shit about u. Why can't u say smth like "yeah animation really hard...my XYZ also, everything is hard hahaha nth in life is easy" then laugh together instead of continuing blabbering "XYZ worse right? u know blablabla!! I HAVE TO DO THIS AND THAT BLABLABLA!!!" WHO GIVES A SHIT IF XYZ IS WORSE, I STUDY ANIMATION WHICH IS JUST AS HARD IN OTHER WAYS... I honestly dun care how hard your XYZ is just like how much u dun care how hard modelling is. Read the damn atmosphere. If u wanna complain, do it another time. But why is it everytime I talk about how stressful studying animation is people like to compare it to something else and say that XYZ is harder? Instead, if someone elses complain studying medical or law is stressful, why does everyone just shut the fuck up and nod their heads? FULL OF TRASH.
sorry for the post full of hate, I very angry hahahahaha
To my cute cute OxygenT
Friday, October 5, 2012 @ 11:00 PM
I feel so sorry for oxygent lol. I tend not to share pleasant things but sad and sorry stuff about how my minute existance is f**k-ed up and how I think my life is the worst in the whole world. Well...I don't think my life sucks but rather I can't live up to it. School is starting...and this is the most depressing time of the holidays. U know u got less time to enjoy so u force yourself to enjoy... but that ain't much of enjoying anymore right? and the stress that builds up cuz I was scared of having too much stress when sch starts. I'm giving myself stress even tho sch hasn't started. Maybe I should stop being a prick to myself and just sit back, relax and enjoy my time cuz stressing myself isn't gonna make my life better or my holidays longer. So there u go, my dearest oxygent. I'm sorry I have a bad habit of throwing u in a corner, and leaving u starving and rotting for weeks, then come back and stuff unpleasant stuff in your mouth every single day, then leave u to rot again. ahahahaha :D Too bad u got such a horrible owner, is like u wanna die and going to die but the horrible owner comes to revive u and gives u another wave of hell. I guess that's what happens to everyone's lives. And yours, my cutest and dearest oxygent. I know u love me despite being an asshole to u. Thank you for being such an awesome listener. I will make sure u won't die :) and live on to your 6th birthday, and your 7th...and 8th 9th 10th... Hopefully blogger doesn't die before u ahahaha..I will strangle googles' necks and curse the people to fall into drains every single day if blogger dies. Ok I shouldn't be cursing people i don't know aloud ahahaha omg. I know one day i'll grow old and busy with my sorry life leaving my best friend throughout my teenage years alone. But for now, I'll make sure u are still being fed. Well, I start to sound like some deranged kid with my brain's screws loose while undergoing puberty. I should stop talking to a non-living thing, lol
Life
@ 2:23 AM
Everytime I look back at the posts I made during sec 1, I think I'm alot different... if back then I was me now, I wouldn't have been able to make those posts. But those posts were super comprehensive, for the better or worse... well memories XD I had lots of good friends in sec 1, but gradually parted...haiz..
Anyways in addition to my desperate attempt of living a healthier lifestyle, I decided to do "radio exercises" too instead of cycling only. They're fun and easy to do. But cuz I think it's embarrassing so I do it in the middle of the night when everyone's sleeping XD But I think staring at the screen all day long with my ass on the chair most of the time and sleeping at 2-3am everyday ain't contributing to this healthy lifestyle. Furthermore when school starts...well...depressing. My long awaited 2 months holidays are over like this...in a flash...I didnt accomplish much...anything... gosh.............. *starts memorising Japanese calendar to make myself feel better* LOL
I found out those radio exercises from Gintama. The day I started watching that anime is the day I stepped at the borderline of the weird side of the internet. I love this anime for many reasons, but sometimes I dunno I wanna laugh or cry at genious Sorachi's sick jokes...sometimes I think they're totally unneccessary and ruin the whole episode. Other than their sick jokes that are over the top sometimes, it's an awesome series.
I'm trying to create my own comics, but I think I'm overly ambitious... I will stick to simple stuff for now :)
Today, I keep singing one line from Anagura (Gintama' ed 3) The song is mostly screaming, but that part is just damn addictive!
ana no naka mo kura no naka mo tobidashiteru wakamono yo!!!!!
ehehe... Sleeping soon =)
sneeze sneeze
Sunday, September 30, 2012 @ 4:27 PM
ok, I think I didn't blog in OxyT for so long that it has a tad bit of dust and mold all over it... time to do some spring cleaning for you, stupid-blog-that-cannot-clean-yourself-you-stupid-bastardddddddddddddd!!!!!!!!
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Ok I'm done. It's still the holidays, and yes, I managed to survive the low point of my life (aka assignment chionging) thanks to my friends, I couldn't have done it alone, for real. Now I have been slacking for 1 1/2 months doing practically nothing but drawing useless anime and watching more useless Gintama. What happened to all that 3d modelling and practicing figure drawing hahahahahahaha ... haha.. ha. ha.a.a.....
So looking back at my failed holidays, all I can say is, I'm happy I can have more sleep! Wahahaha!!! And I cycled the cycling machine sometimes. Ain't dat much of a slacker wheeeee!!! But I wanna run hohoho, but I so lazy... aiya all excuses...lazy :'(
I'm thinking if I should create a blog for my japanese adventures. I mean, learning Japanese Lol, not in Japan. So I can force myself to type some of dat nihongo there. Ok I shall haha, doesn't mean I'll post tho AHAHAHHAA
Alright, finger's pain from all that cleaning up and typing after I haven't done so for such a long time, keep in touch again next time :D
P.S. Forgot to say, got my ears pierced 2 days ago with wh hahahaha I have wanted to pierce my ears for a long time, just no guts LOL! Ok now I wish for a peaceful and healthy recovery. Alcohol dripping time, assholes!!!!!
Lol sorry oxygent
Tuesday, August 14, 2012 @ 12:56 AM
Recently, if I don't blog, I think my head will blow up into little fragments of overflowing emotions. Today, I feel irritated with myself. I'm bad at animation, and I'm stuck at a part I don't know how to do. And I've been stuck here for 2 days. Roar!!!!!!! And also, during times like these, I get dishearterned and easily distracted. Recently I started to read 'Dengeki Daisy' (SHIT!!!!!!!!! I'M NOT SUPPOSED TO READ MANGA NOW, DUMBASS!!!) And thus. Lol. But now, I'm exercising extreme self control. I'm like giving myself this 'reward' system where if I finish this STUPID RUNNING PART, and finish my crazy 500 word report on some artist (waste of time, stupid), I'll read 1 or 2 chapters of Dengeki Daisy, then sleep. :D Or else, I'll just sleep.
So I shall say my plans out aloud here so I'll actually carry them out lol. Since tmr I'll be crunching at home, I'll finish part 3 of my animation. :D And if there is enough time. My weight painting, to finish the jacket. And model the teeth. Wed then I ask friends how to do the later parts :D So there, oxygent, this is my glorious plan, which I hope I can complete at least up to the jacket weight painting.
Well, I'm in a good mood now, so my words above are kinda filled with optimism. Wait till later, and see what happens!!!
And I'm ranting so much to oxygent. It's weird, but I have thought of OxygenT as a 'living' thing. (See my posts celebrating it's birthday and stuffs LOL!!!) Oxygent is such a great listener, isn't he? Actually I never thought of it's gender, but I assume is more male than female (dafuq am I talking about lololol)
So onward self, just 1wk + more of hell, and heaven will be yours to fly in (temporary) Sounds wrong lolz. I've planned of what to read already, awesome! Only 2 so far, which is Magi and Dengeki Daisy. Definitely more to come in the future. As for anime...perhaps only chasing after Kuroko no basket once per wk for now. I don't know if I wanna watch sword art online or other anime, as I have stated, anime nowadays.. -.-
Time to end this post and continue MAYA-ing
Haha, and I just said previously I wasn't gonna lament
Monday, August 13, 2012 @ 12:36 AM
Well, what can I say. Humans suck? They say this at one moment then that happens. I really hate it. Yesterday I was all in this "OMG I R GONNA FINISH MY HW EVEN IF I DON'T FEEL LIKE IT" kinda mood. But today, me and my body feels like a piece of fluff, just floating around, randomly hitting some keys on the keyboard... doing abit of work to make myself feel better, but u know what? I'm super duper uber irritated with myself right now, because I haven't done as much as I want to. My swollen face is distracting, the weather is bloody hot, and most of all ME, MYSELF doesn't feel like doing anything. Sometimes I wish I can give myself a slap in the face, then I will be like "Yes, I will do my homework." No matter how much I try to do my homework, and do something homework related, I had ended up wasting my time staring at the screen, doing nothing. Is this what I call a slump? Idk haha, But I AM SUPER distracted by stuff right now. This sucks, always happen during crunch time. I hate crunch times like these, and my body isn't being obedient. I feel like splitting my own head open right now. urghhhhh
And I was supposed to write a frickin' drawing report on some Life drawing artist, but I can't seem to squeeze out 500 words. Jeez, this blog post isn't even 500 words, and I feel that it's bloody long already. Sighs... LE SIGHS
Now time to continue to drag my own ass to do my hw, 2 wks later, and I'll be a free woman (temporarily). It's okay self, today isn't a good day? Tmr will be better. Just stay motivated... and SLACK FOR TODAY!!!!!!!! Since there is no turning back anyways, lol. Be happy for a day and crunch for the next week. But is that possible? Hmmm...
A piece of me is gone!!!!!
Sunday, August 12, 2012 @ 12:23 AM
Well, yesterday. I got my second wisdom tooth plucked out. WISDOM my ASS LOL! They're stupid teeth that grow unnecessarily and cause pain and agony to others... well a few days of suffering, but I guess I don't have to be tortured by this tiny little thing for the rest of my life. Even though you're a pain (literally), it still feels kinda sad, that a part of me is being pulled out for 600 bucks flat. You little money sucking bastard lol. I will keep you, so you rmb!!!!!!! wahahahahaha
That aside, it's CRUNCH TIME!!! Jiayou my friends, and me. Lol. Left the most intensive modules, 3DAF and the ever so ma fan MTR. I will NOT distract myself from stuff like erm, manga and anime. woo hoo! Ao Haru Ride for the win. KUROKO NO BASUKE TOO. Kurobas is nice, if you want to see some hot guys. Not for basketball though, if u wanna do so please look at other basketball anime.
Roaroroar i wanna draw my own characters and maybe do little comic strips and do a drawing diary :D But u see hor, once holiday comes, I become like a sack of dust, lying around, rotting away... So I have kept a little list of things to do, hopefully I can do them. Like modelling Charlie (my character created for FDA) and some monster hunter or ff cool shiz. And drown myself in FF games. I gotta complete Crisis Core 1st, I'm dying at like the second stage already, PLEASE SELF, PLEASE IMPROVE IN RPGs, PRONTO!!!
And reading a bunch of manga :D and watching anime. But seriously, anime these days... urgh, boobies, and boobies, or gay shit, well, too much fanservice. That's...sad. Makes storylines seem so shallow at times.
And of course, drawinggggggg. I'm doing this field, I can't escape from drawing, even if I hated it. Damn... sad eh. Once u do something as study or career, it seems... less fun. Cuz u don't get to do what u want, but life's like this, so yeah. I am not gonna lament like what I did in the past because I don't feel like it anymore lol! But just gonna spend my time on homework (and slacking, of course). LOL! SELFFFFFF DOOOOO WORKKKKKK LAAAAAHHHHHHHH
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Thursday, July 26, 2012 @ 8:45 PM
Lol, I deleted my previous post cuz I was too stressed by my schoolwork and it made no sense haha. So I decided to delete it. I thought only sch stuff will piss me off, but looks like there are shit that do nothing but produce even more shit and that's pissing me off. So full of shit, does nothing but shit. Even if shit tries to conceal itself with perfume and makeup or wear a mask, it's still shit, and full of shit. Nothing but shit inside shit. And does nothing but spread shit around, making everywhere smelly. Please stop feeding people with your constant shitting from out of your mouth. And stop acting like some high class shit like cat shit coffee or something, because I'm sorry, shit's still shit, even IF it's high class. The earth is polluted enough, we need less of shit to exist in this world.
I feel so sorry, there's nothing nice to post on OxygenT recently, but what can I say? I don't have much happy stuff to post about nowadays >.<
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